This Too Shall Pass

Good Work OK Go! I love the creativity and can only pray that I can be on an awesome domino effect team someday too.

Cracked Up

You would think that entering the last week of my professional undergrad career, I would have something demanding and pressing to be doing. But alas. I can't imagine what I should be doing... I am sure it is not what I am doing. NOT watching the last disc of How I Met Your Mother season 4. I said that is what I am NOT doing! NOT!! Okay, I am. But I am not sad about it. I feel that its okay. A night off, if you will. A night off from the incessant stress that has been plaguing my life.
Remember all those dreams of growing up and graduating from college and being extremely successful that you had when you where a kid? What happened to those!? Too bad parents are trained to build up you hopes and dreams. If they weren't I am convinced they would tell you how life really is. And that truth is: graduating sucks. It seriously isn't what it's cracked up to be. I am just hoping my coping mechanisms don't fail me and I blank out for what is one of the most important days of my life, or so says my parents.

New York State of Mind

So, I created a blog. Then once I did, I had nothing to say. For my first post I wanted something GREAT or life altering, but honestly, nothing is happening. So, rather than hanging around, waiting for life to get awesome, you get the run of the mill.

Life is always in a state of change. Serious change. I am graduating from college in 3 weeks. Do I have a plan? Not exactly. Unless hanging around in my pj's for weeks while I study for my boards and applying for any job I find counts. School is really all I know. And I am good at it. Really good at it. So the thought of leaving it behind... kinda just makes me want to pee my pants.

3 of my friends are getting married, not to mention my brother. 2 friends went on vacation this week. 1 went on her first date in years. 1 just broke up with her boy. And I just read a blog about a best friend's dog that made me cry (well, tears were brimming which I count as crying since it doesn't happen often.) Life is always in a state of change.

So, how do I feel about all this. Pretty good, I think (minus the moments when I check if my pants are wet.) I am ready to take change, look it in the eyes and do whatever it takes to be a grown up... i guess.